This advice moved me greatly. I realized that this is what I need to apply to my perspective on my medical situation. Just because whatever is going on with me doesn’t match the textbook description of the progression of an autoimmune disorder, doesn’t mean that I will be searching forever. It also doesn’t mean that I need to lose hope or faith in my journey. I’m in this journey for a reason. It may not be revealed to me now, but one day it will all be crystal clear to me.